Monday, May 24, 2010

Oncology Report

Another long afternoon at Primary Children's. This time it was to meet the "new" neuro-oncologist who has been there since last spring and helps design protocols for all the brain tumor kids. We waited for an hour, and kept waiting a little longer, then a nurse popped in to let us know that there were actually two neuro-oncologists and we'd be seeing the doctor who's been working at Primary Children's for 20 years. Dr. Bruggers is the same one we talked to last year about this time and was absolutely wonderful.

She came in a few minutes later and spent over an hour explaining what the options are for JPAs - 1. Radiation since Sada's over 10 now, 2. Chemo combinations, 3. Another surgery when needed, and 4. Watch and wait to see how the tumors behave themselves then decide what to do. Right now, JPAs don't really respond across the board to any of the options - depends on the child, the tumor location and a hundred other variables they haven't been able to pinpoint. Sometimes the treatments help and sometimes they slow the growth down until the treatments are finished then the tumors grow like a high-grade tumor. Which means that unless there's a real necessity to try something because surgery isn't an option due to location, the entire brain tumor team - neuro-oncologists and neurosurgeons - would rather wait and see what happens every three months on the MRI than try something else that might have serious long-term side effects without helping the situation.

It was really nice to hear her say she didn't have any suggestions since no one really knows what a "best treatment" is for JPAs. No wonder the learning curve this past year has been so steep... climbing to infinity and beyond is exhausting.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Happy Birthday to Me!

Today was my 11th B-day! I got a secret agent spy kit, a T-shirt, two pairs of jeans, an interactive around the world, a world almanac, a "Giant Pipe Cleaner Party," and a Flip 'n Stack Tiki Island game. We had a bubble fiesta and shot off soda geysers. It was FUN! I wonder what I'll do next year. . .

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Pathology's good!

After getting out all the visible tumors, the neurosurgeon sent samples of each into two different pathology labs. All 4 tumors came back as grade 1 Juvenile Pilocytic Astrocytomas . Broken down: cancers are graded between 1 - 4, depending on the spread and rate of growth, with grade 4 meaning it has spread to other body systems and is growing aggressively.

Sada's first big tumor was a JPA, too, so luckily the cells haven't differentiated to something else. They also haven't travelled down her spinal cord yet, so we're still at grade 1. The neurosurgeon was really wondering if the top tumor was a combination of different types of cells because there were two textures that were obviously different while he was removing it. But since everything came back the same, it means oncology will still reject us, we're back on the "watch and wait" plan through neurosurgery to see if there is more regrowth, and Dr. Daddy can keep refining her protocols until she can go a year between MRIs. A new scan every 2-3 months gets old (and expensive) really fast, in spite of the in-house movies and prizes.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Photo Recap of the Best Parts of the Last Week


Tuesday morning: Lizzie, the hospital buddy, with a bandaid over her IV site, getting prepped for surgery. Sada was ready to go, too, hangng out in the Same Day surgery waiting room.









Sada also had 10 foam Cheerios stuck to her head to help map where the tumors were on the MRI. In surgery they use the same stickers to locate the tumors without having to do any exploratory surgery.










Wednesday morning: Post-op MRI to see if there is any bleeding or unusual swelling around the operation site.



Thursday afternoon: Daisy, a volunteer dog, came by to see if there were any kids around willing to blow bubbles for her - she really liked how they tasted.






Friday afternoon: Sada finally felt good enough in the third floor playroom to stand up at the foosball table and beat Mom with a score of 2 to 1 .






Saturday: Kabooms, kaflashes and kabubbles everywhere while the volcano exploded all over in an explosion of color. Did you know that it makes a disaster if you don't spray the vinegar right into the crater?







Sunday afternoon: Playing a song is fun to do, fun to do, to do to do... even after brain surgery. Sada was passing time waiting for her lunch to arrive and discharge papers to be processed. In spite of all the fun, she was even more ready than Mom and Dad to get back home!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Happy Mother's Day

Sometimes there are more appreciated things in life than flowers, chocolates, and promises that are never intended to be kept. Things like tucking a tired bug into her own bed, in her own pajamas, and knowing no one will be coming in to check vitals in an hour and a half.

William Black (Talitha's dad www.talithablack.blogspot.com) invited us to church services this morning. Primary Children's has a branch that meets for a half-hour every Sunday. It consisted of a handful of kids hooked up to IVs and about 40 parents from different wings of the hospital. There were 9 people wearing ties and black pants - the branch presidency and the bretheren preparing and passing the sacrament. The rest of us followed the "Come as you are" instructions pretty literally. It was nice to feel the spirit, especially during the prayers and testimonies that reiterated over and over "Thy will be done." That's one thing we've learned over the past few years. Pray like everything depends on the Lord, work like it all depends on you, and He will make up for the discrepencies that are bound to show up.

We got the ok to be discharged this afternoon after Dr. Kestle came back in to do a final check on Sada and let us know the next MRI will be scheduled 3 months out. He reviewed where the tumors were (three growing from the brainstem and one up high) and promised to send a copy of the pathology report when it gets back.

Right before we left, Dr. Daddy tracked down a non-wheely chair (harder than it sounds in a hospital) and put up Sada's ceiling tile in the Neurotrauma Unit hallway outside the hydrotherapy room where lots of kids will get to enjoy it. Room service would send up little bendy aliens at breakfast each day, and if Sada asked nicely, they'd send one up with each meal she ordered. In honor of the gaggle of aliens she came home with, she decided to make one that could hang out at the hospital forever. It turned out kind of adorable!

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Bug-Eyed Movie Marathon

The opthamology resident came in this morning to check out Sada's beautiful peepers. She still has a lot of bouncing when she's looking right at anything, totally normal for where the top tumor was removed (that's the area that controls eye movement). Last time it took a month or two to settle down, so we'll see. Her left eye is angled in and up compared to her right eye - a little more than before surgery, but less than after the first time around. That should get better as the inflamation in the cerebellum goes down. Most of the side-effects just take time and patience and a little physical therapy to re-teach the body what it knew before.

Because they needed to check her optic nerves, she had dialated pupils from 11am all afternoon. We brought in a DVD cart and watched a handful of movies while her eyes went back to normal. Then we set off a volcano on the 3rd floor patio made out of Mentos and Diet Coke. It was a little anti-climatic (probably needed a narrower neck to really spout off) so we headed over to the playroom to make another vinegar/baking soda volcano out of lots of aluminum foil, paint, and all kinds of medical equipment. Super-sized fun when you squirt the red vinegar & soap into the volcano with a 60cc syringe!

They'll probably let us out tomorrow morning so Sada's loading up on calories today... she's gone through First Breakfast, Second Breakfast, First Lunch, Snack Time, Second Lunch, and is just about to start on Dinner (with a Bedtime Snack to follow). She's going to be at least a pound or two heavier when we get home if Dr. Daddy has anything to do with it.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Attitude changes everything

The difference between a mudpuddle and a geyser is enthusiasm, and the playroom has a billion different ways to get the giggles coming. Sada made a rainbow of silly putty (red and yellow and pink and green, purple and orange and blue... I can sing a rainbow, sing a rainbow, sing a rainbow tooooooooo), a giganto exploding volcano, cornstarch goo, and came up with a dozen other experiments to try out. Add in a couple dozen games and we spent 3 hours there today! Then we got back to the unit and Sada was crawling over the bed, walking around the room, and acting normal the whole time - distractions are amazing!

The pathology reports won't be back until Monday and we're hoping to be gone by then if Sada can get a little more balance back (physical therapy is now on the daily routine) and keeps food down (two bowls of oatmeal tonight and a banana are a great start).

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Rub-A-Dub Dub

You don't have to be in a tub to appreciate sea-sickness patches... they also work on post-brain surgery nausea. For the last hour Sada's been sitting up IN A CHAIR watching movies and eating mouthfuls of blueberry muffins and rice pudding. She's been eating for the last couple days, but hasn't been able to keep much down because the bottom tumor was right on the brainstem's nausea button and any head movement was like being in the middle of Utah Lake during a windstorm chumming June suckers. Room-service gyros are on the menu for dinner tonight.

Speaking of tubs, she got dunked in the 6' hydrotherapy tub this afternoon and loved every minute. They have a big sling chair that can be pumped up above the giant tub rim and lowered inside so the kids have a soft seat that reclines. Even big pregnant mommies can give kids baths with two fingers :-)

Dr. Kestle stopped by to make sure nothing horrid had happened during the night. He did say that when Sada woke up in the operating room, he asked how she was doing and she gave him two thumbs up. The pathology reports should be back tomorrow.

Emily is a Child Life specialist from Same Day surgery. Sada met her during a pre-surgery class a couple weeks ago when Sada ended up being the only one to show up, and she was here when Sada checked in for surgery on Tuesday (armed with beads, games and lots of surgical tools and supplies to stick all over Lizzie, Sada's hospital buddy). She's been by every day since we got here to make sure Sada was having fun and had plenty to do (and followed up with everything to make sure it happened!). Sada had a short foosball tournament and made picture frames in the playroom this morning. And we found out that the MRI team has the best selection of unscratched DVDs in the hospital. If we ask nicely and return them before taking another out, we'll have enough to last at least until next week. Plus, any minute we should have some kind of furry friend stopping by to hang out for a little while. In the meantime, Emily brought by enough neon elastics, clippies and headbands for a beauty pagent. Even though Primary Children's was great during Christmas week last time, there are also huge pluses to being here during normal business hours when you get bored, especially when you find a fun friend to play with!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Good thing post-surgery is easier the second time around

Sada got out of the operating room around 8 pm last night, so total surgery time ended up being just over 7 hours (like her first). They took their time getting through the extra scar tissue and Dr. Kestle took tumors out of 4 different spots - some of which didn't show up on the MRI because they were so small. No wonder we felt good about doing surgery now.

She came out of anesthesia in about 3 minutes instead of 30 minutes and woke up in the operating room as they were getting ready to transport to PICU. The anesthesiologist came in a little later to say, "Your daughter is adorable. All of a sudden she was talking, asking what time it was and if it was AM or PM." That never happens, apparently. The nurses and techs keep repeating, "She's amazing!" because she's recovering so fast... and she because asks questions with medical vocabulary which always floors hospital staff (easy ways to make a good first impression). Daddy is across the hall, outside on the flower covered patio wheeling her around right now, and she's already walked back and forth across her room with someone steadying her shoulders.

This cuddle bug is a keeper.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

The verdict is...

...the tumors have both grown, and the top one is growing into a Q-shape which will get in the way of the CSF flow if it keeps reaching out. Not a good thing when trying to avoid hydrocephalus. The bottom one isn't blocking any fluid yet, but the neurosurgeon couldn't tell if it was coming out of the brain stem or the cerebellum - so it has definitely gotten big enough to make it intermittently problematic. Or in layman's terms - getting them out now it a really, really good thing.

The surgery is planned to start around 1pm and depending how scar tissue healed from the last surgery, she should be out and in the Pediatric ICU sometime after 8pm. She's super excited and a little bit nervous (because she's not sure what the operating room looks like - but she's been promised a tour so everything should be lovely). And Mom and Dad are surprisingly calm - might have a little to do with the hundreds of prayers that have been offered on her behalf. Thank you for helping make today a lot more peaceful than it could have been.

Our cell phone will be off most of the time we're in the hospital and they're planning on keeping her around for a week. Our phone time is limited to emergencies only, so if you need to get a hold of us, leave a comment on the blog!

Monday, May 3, 2010

To surgery or not to surgery

So, to stop the suspense lurking in your minds, we don't know if I'm having surgery. Really! I know that just starts all the questions again. We'll find out tomorrow after the radiologist measures the tumors to see if they have grown or not... because the MRI scans from today look a lot like the scans from March. Dr. Kestle will call us tomorrow before noon to let us know the results and then I'll let everyone else know what the rest of my week will be like. I have GPS tracking dots all over my head right now - there are ten foam cheerios super-glued to my scalp (they even shaved off part of my hair in lots of places). The dots are very annoying because my glasses don't fit over them well. I have to leave them on until we find out about surgery... so it will be a long bumpy night for me. Sweet dreams!